Quote from: Jamie D on November 18, 2012, 01:23:15 PM
Cisfool -
I don't think you are a fool. A fool does not learn from their mistakes.
And I am in no position to speak for the community, because I have made many of the same mistakes in my life. I'm human, I'm falable.
Sometimes, it is not the mistakes we make, but what we learn from them, that is of most importance. And mistakes in dealing with affairs of the heart are the most instructive - and the most painful.
It is my sincere hope that "Tiger" is a member here, and that he recognizes your anguish. And if "Tiger" has a forgiving heart, he will work on helping you overcome the past, and, hopefully, begin to build a future.
We are all products of our environment; but, that is something we can work to change. I wish you the very best, and thank you for your heartfelt post.
Thank you for the observations. Luckily, I have been learning a great deal since I first drafted this post a couple of weeks ago.
As for Tiger, I doubt very much that he follows forums such as this. Regardless, he knows how I feel. The problem is that, because of my behavior, he has little interest in the progress I have made, or my existence all together, and rightfully so. The best I can do is better myself and find a way to try to rekindle something at a later point in time.
Thank you for your support.