yeah its, gunna happen, the crew or buzz cut is one of my least better ideas, it will grow back this is the important thing to remember, idea it to choose a male cut you like and then take it in an ask for that, also try barbers more masculine cuts, or just find some one you trust and tell them your transitioning and you want to look as male as possible. but women tend to give female cuts weather your passing or not! maybe thats just here lol.