Awesome.

You all have said exactly what I'd hoped to hear the end of moodiness and depression.
I remember when I turned 10 years old it all started. Yelling and screaming tantrums holes in walls and repeated visits to the psychiatrist. Antidepressants, antianxiety drugs all of which did little more than make me sick.
Meditation, yoga, holistic health, unique diets none of it did anything to control my inner incredible hulk. The only thing that seemed to knock it down was marijuana and alcohol(both anti-androgens) and most recently low dose naltrexone which I take for my MS but it seemed to help my head too.
With my recent research into hormones, I'm thinking that testosterone may be what's hurting me. I'm going to talk with the Doc this spring about Spyro first then maybe the smallest dose of Estroil I can take to do the trick.
if I have to endure a little weepiness I can take that. In fact that's something I do now consciously. Instead of ranting and raving just put myself into a good cry for a few minutes.
So glad things worked out for everyone.