Well I went out tonight around town for a meal, and a drink in a bar after,and I PASSED! not a single bad look, doubt or utterance of the words that would have frozen my soul.. Just a plain two girls have a relaxing night out

This was my test before I really push my presence else where and solo without my best friend.... I feel sooo happy and relieved! I am actually starting to feel happy in my life.... what is wrong with me I'm meant to be permanently depressed