JoAnn and I are trying to work through our fear and my depression. We saw the gender therapist together today and I admit there were a lot of things I did wrong in the last eight months, but now we're going to help each other through this. We both know where my transition will end, and we're going to deal with whatever comes our way, but it will be hand-in-hand from now on. She wants to know what's buried deep inside me as Joe, and understand Kathy, so I'm done trying to hide anything from her. Starting today we say what we feel, and not let the conversations die before we're really done, even when it hurts.
I don't see a need to ask any of you questions for a while, but I'll still read some of the threads on Susan's from time to time without logging in. At least you won't have to hear any more of my complaints, or wild calls for help and advice. From now on JoAnn wants to hear my problems first, so we can fix our troubles together. We want to live as a truly married couple again, and end everything that gets between us.
So, for all the help, and for putting up with my rants and depression let me say thank you to everyone here. Maybe some day I can also give some real help to others here on Susan's, but I have so much to learn, and a lot of healing to do.
Love you all,
Kathy
