I don't see my intersex condition as a curse anymore, there was a time when i did though. I felt ashamed about my body in comparison with the boys at the catholic ranch I was raised in. I always tried to hide my chest and I have never been able to have any kind of real pleasure from traditional intercourse. Of the few times I tried I was just too small in girth and size and i never once was able to release in that way. I have to touch a certain spot on myself and that's the only way i have released. Some people are happy with a micro penis, I am not. However the one nice thing is, I don't have to worry about anything showing when i go out all dressed up.