Hi Devlyn, 4 years, only the last 15 months have I kicked my transition into high gear. You were the first person on Susan's to give me support. It was a bleak time back then, thank you.
Hi Dena, I think I will use her as a baseline for my hair and breast procedures. After such I will see how she addresses me. If still male then I will just ask her please not to call me sir. I thought about what to do long and hard. Thank you.
Hi Katy, I was wearing a New York and company small black and white check pants, gray v neck sweater with the butterfly wing pendant Dr. McGinn gave me after GCS. I have diamond earrings and curly hair below my shoulder. I carry my purple cell phone and wallet combo as is the custom at work for woman workers. My voice is soft and not deep yet not female
. My work ID has my name Rachel XXXX on it.
Today I went to Papillion for my 3 month check-up. Debbie is back to work and looks good. Lorie was there and both are so nice. I was seen by Brianna who is awesome.
I had one small granulation spot in the back of my vagina treated with silver nitrate.
My depth is just below 5 inches ( up from 4.75 inches). I was instructed to push a little harder to gain depth.
I can reduce dilations to 3 times a day, I am 11 weeks post-op (yah). I still need to use the 4 dilators.
I have necrosis on the top of the skin before the graph which is about 1.5 inches into the vagina. I was instructed to continue dry packing ( placing gauze in the VJ entrance and change it after peeing and dilation and showering). The gauze is the type with the cheese cloth consistency. I was instructed to use 0.5 percent hydroquarterzone cream twice a day up from once a day. The cream can cause the healing to stretch which is desirable. If that does not work then they will prescribe 1 % hydroquartazone cream followed by esterase cream. The tightness and pain I am feeling from the orange dilator (which was not there before) is from contraction of the scars on the VJ entrance. The hydroquartazone cream is to stretch the VJ entrance where the scar tissue is located. I also have two spots of white skin that may heal with a contraction of the skin.
My home work is to have an orgasm. Brianna asked how the T cream was doing and I said I do not feel any different and that I have no desire. Brianna went over where to stimulate. She said the clitoris and the prostate. I asked what the prostate felt like and where is it located. She said it is located almost to where the finger can not touch and is like a mini butt with two humps.
My next appointment I meet with Dr. McGinn to plan the BA and clitoral hood scheduling. I also want go over labia minor creation ever if it is a day 2 operation or procedure. I also asked if hair transplants will affect my BA scheduling and she said she will e-mail me Monday. Brianna wants me to send a VJ pic to her in one month so we can review the VJ progress. Brianna said my VJ is doing very well
I go to Mazzoni on the 28th to have a blood test to see if my white blood count is high. I has been high when I look at my blood test records over the past year and I want to look at the trend over time. I suspect it is still high. The blood test for GCS was not posted on my patient record. I have difficulty in the gym completing my trainer directed routines, more so than before. I will use steps to guide to endurance and energy. Presently I do about 24 flights at 5 am and I will increase that 21 more flights and time the activity up and down. When I looked up a high white blood count it was contrary to what I thought. I thought it was a good thing.
My trainer stopped my training last night when I almost threw up. She said I need to see a nutritionals and gave me a name and number after we reviewed my past week of eating. She said I am not eating enough and I am not getting high quality protein. What I think is good protein from nuts and soy she disputes. She also said I need to eat more before a workout for energy.