I deposited my Aetna reimbursement check ($14,266) for GCS Dr. McGinn's cost at 66% reimbursement and the Lower Bucks Hospital check $5,350, they chose to take my insurance reimbursement instead. I am now funded for hair replacement, which I expect to be $10,000 to $15,000 round one.
I contacted Dr. Spiegel's and spoke to Carol. I am not satisfied with the results of the jowls. She asked I take a pic and send it to her. Then the Doctor and I will skype. If need be I will do a face to face in Boston.
I have a conference in Miami starting May 2nd. I need to lose 30 pounds by then. I will be on the beach
I may stay a few days more or arrive early. May 2nd is a Tuesday So perhaps I arrive on Sunday and relax a few days.
My corrected birth certificate should arrive soon
When I refinance my house it will be in my legal name.
My therapist suggested I think about my need for therapy. I am in a very good spot right now. I no longer sleep with a loaded shotgun but think about putting it back in the bed. I seldom think about suicide and then only in passing. I am pretty happy at the moment. I am starting to feel better about myself. Perhaps I should stop seeing her. Perhaps I should see her twice a month.
Perhaps I should sell my house and move to the gayborhood or New Hope. No matter where I am I feel that I do not fit in. When I am with trans I feel better but still I feel a little like an outsider. I do not feel like a natal female and If I am with a guy I will need to disclose I am transsexual. If I do not have a wig on my thinning hair on top makes me feel self conscious. I love my curly hair and hope hair transplants can help with the top hair loss.
Sometimes I feel shaky inside, like my confidence shield is failing and the doubts about how I look, sound and act are just not in sync with the rest of the world. I doubt, are people nice to me because they feel sorry for me or because they like me.
Do you stop taking an antibiotic when you start feeling well or continue with the dosing until the script is done? I think I will continue with therapy weekly for now and cut it to twice a month after my wife moves out.
I have been taking pics of my vagina each day as the healing progressed. I am tomorrow 8 weeks post op. I have been taking a pick each day until I am fully healed. I am hoping to share the pics with the on-line community as this is how it looks for X months day by day. Do you think it would be a help or more a potential to attack by the right? If it can do someone good then I will. I do not have labia minora and my citreous is exposed until I have labioplasty ( which will consist of a clitoral hood) . I had a graft and my puny ( that is what Dr. McGinn said) penile skin was tossed, it had a small diameter and was 3/4th of an inch long. Any thoughts?