Tomorrow my hair grafts will be 1 week old and I am hoping are pretty stable. I did hit my head Saturday and there was a line of blood that went down my head to forehead. I leaned over to take off my lead pack ( I walked 5 miles Saturday with my 40 pound pack, Sunday without) and bumped my head on my car hatch back that was upright. I am hoping everything is ok. It looks ok.
Friday night is my 40th grade school reunion. I guess it will be an adventure
I will be at a union hall and I have no issues what so ever with the unions. I deal with them every day at work. Still, I can not wait to see my grade school classmates. I really wish I did my hair grafts 2 or 3 years ago.
Next on my horizon is Nov 20 at Papillion. Dr. McGinn said she will close off the bottom of my vagina. I am apprehensive because as homework I had an assignment to have sex. More on that in a second. I will ask the doctor to look at my face and make suggestions about soft tissue enhancements such as jowls fat removal, jowl skin tightening and upper eye lift. I may want a little bit of a peak at the bottom of my chin too to enhance the V line. I will compare the costs with overseas costs. I trust her explicitly and that holds weight when comparing cost.
Sex, I will go through the patient portal with Mazzoni and request a script for PrEP. I am not having sex without a condom on the guy and even then I want to make sure we do HIV testing (free in the gayborhood) and with me using PrEP. So many of the woman I know have HIV and I do not want to get that or any other STD.
2 weeks ago ( I was in NC last week) I was walking on 12th street and a nice looking tall well dressed man put up his hand and said can I talk to you for a moment? I kept walking and said no. I was scared. There are not too many reasons guys stop transwoman on the street in the gayborhood. I should have talked to him. I feel really bad and I missed an opportunity to at least have a conversation with an interested guy. I really need to get over my fear.
I have had some really bad experiences with guys but I am attracted to them. I am afraid something really bad will happen. It is just what I think about. When I am with transwoman in the gayborhood I feel so safe. Guys will not mess with us. I park outside the gayborhood 5 or so blocks to save on parking. 2 weeks ago I went up a little to far and passed my car. There were 4 pretty big guys hanging out in an alley. The saw me and it was like they wanted me to join in with them. There was instant fear and huge red flags. I got out of there and did not make eye contact. Things to consider when you just want to walk down a street.