Bisma'ALLAH Ir Rahmaan Raheem, As Salaam Alaikum
Sister this is so awesome ! Your not even gonna believe this, though I hope you do but I am a Shi'ite Muslim man and like you I pondered my own faith and I had questions and I'm Persian over who I am, and what "if's" all day. No I am NOT a TS girl I am a man who was worried as you are about "if's" too. Sister, you are no less of a woman, you are no less Muslim, and you are not bound for "Hellfire" I can assure you of this. What your going through is (please no one take offence) you see in America and all the Evangelistic thinking has created the idea that they know, they have the answers, everyone else has the real answers and no one knows and I mean no one. So how was I a German man of Persian decent finally close the book ? Easy as 1-2-3, Jesus (PBUH) said, "Judge Not, That Ye Be Not Judged" which means to man, "No man can Judge. Secondly, in the Al-Fâtiha it clearly states, "4. Master of the Day of Judgment." note the word Sister MASTER So as Jesus (PBUH) and the Al-Fâtiha should I hope bring you comfort it has to me. Look the world is full of lies, & Judges, this is mans greatest error, for not only Christians and Catholics, Mormons, and everyone else that has something to say we know as Muslims that there is only one G-D, ONE Judge, and this also was taken from Al-Fâtiha "1. In the name of God, Most Gracious, Most Merciful." and that is the key, well not the whole key the point is if you are worried don't be for it is only man on earth who continue the HATE Parade of Judgement and they have no place to reticule anyone. Sister I tell you as your brother, "Be true to oneself, yes fear ALLAH and his wrath but know he loves you as I do and to me and I don't know you but you stated, "Transsexual Muslima" the TS part isn't my point it's the word you used, "Muslima" so you are NOT my brother you ARE my Sister and I Love you and I am always going to have you in my prayers. Just don't let anyone tell you what G-D thinks or feels because no one living has ever laid eye's upon him and no man shall ever, I'm just so broken up about your feelings that I wish I could talk to you so you could hear my convictions and know I am not kidding. ALLAH loves you, he will always love you, and as sure as the sands of time are running out I know we together will enter Paradise side by side. Lastly something you should know, your flesh, skin and bone maybe at birth a boy but your soul is a woman 100% or else you wouldn't identify yourself as a woman. Email me Sister, no you can Yahoo me anytime my Yahoo ID is, < ImSanFrancisco@yahoo.com > and my regular email that my mobile receives all day is -
< AShia4Life@gmail.com > know Sister I am always here for you. Usef Ali 313 This is for all who might have any questions as what the al-Fâtiha is, it is the OPENING or the KEY. The first inscription in the Holy Qur'an I didn't post it looking for a fight just wanted to so if anyone wanted to know.
al-Fâtiha
1. In the name of God, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
2. Praise be to God, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the world;
3. Most Gracious, Most Merciful;
4. Master of the Day of Judgment.
5. Thee do we worship, and Thine aid we seek.
6. Show us the straight way,
7. The way of those on whom Thou hast bestowed Thy Grace,
those whose (portion) is not wrath, and who go not astray.
Note I have no hate for anyone who Loves G-D so if your Jewish, Christian, Catholic or any other please don't think I am saying Islam is the only right faith, Islam is for those born to it and those like my Sister here was called to by G-D, ALLAH, Yahweh, Jehovah, Buddha or whatever name you have for G-D.