My mom just told me to kill myself

[~RoadToTrista~]

What a fcking bitch. I know she doesn't mean it but she's so retarded with her words. All because of some stupid thing for my birthday that she's trying to force me to do. Basicly she likes to make plans every year and say I have to go along with it because she already made plans.

I would never use those words so casually like she does, fcking moron. I've known people who have committed suicide, she herself attempted it when she was 14, but she doesn't know better. She never does because everything she does is so backwards. She only cares about her feelings, not mine.

[Devlyn]

Big hug! Besides mad, are you OK? Hugs, Devlyn

[~RoadToTrista~]

I'm not sure, it's nothing I haven't heard before. I think mad is the easiest to make out.

[Nero]

So sorry hon. 

[Shawn Sunshine]

Well my mom has hit me with a bike tire, my step dad threw me from a moving car (10 mph or so) , I have been kicked and beaten hard and told I should have been aborted, told i am no good or a freak or an abomination.

So i do understand your pain.

[Devlyn]

It was a really harsh thing to say. She ought to be ashamed of herself. It may be time for some distance between you and your Mom. Hugs, Devlyn

[Constance]

{{{{{HUGS}}}}}

[Kevin Peña]

Okay, I honestly think that the internet is to blame here.

Honestly, the fad-following sheep in my school are sickening. They see something online and jump on the bandwagon, only to dismiss it as stupid and chastise people who still say it when the next thing comes along.

For example:
-Swag
-YOLO (I like to think of it as "You Only Live Online"  )
-"The Struggle" -> A pop quiz isn't a struggle, dummy. Say that to Ghandi.
-This whole "kill yourself" meme. Yes, it's a meme now.

Sick. And your mom is sick for saying such a thing.

[spacial]

Along with other, Hugggs

[King Malachite]

-big hugs-

At least your second family here will never tell you such words.

[Sarah Blomsterhatt]

*Hug*

[~RoadToTrista~]

Okay, I honestly think that the internet is to blame here.

She doesn't know how to use it, haha

[Kevin Peña]

She doesn't know how to use it, haha

Well, I was referring to society as a whole. People throw around "go kill yourself" like it's going out of style. Hopefully, it is.

[Laura91]

Wow, Trista. That is awful. *hugs*

Okay, I honestly think that the internet is to blame here.

Honestly, the fad-following sheep in my school are sickening. They see something online and jump on the bandwagon, only to dismiss it as stupid and chastise people who still say it when the next thing comes along.

Nah. I don't blame the net at all. I blame people because a lot of people are friggin idiotic sheep. These people have been around forever and will always be around. I remember when I was growing up in the 1980's (before the net) and trendiness and stupidity were just as prevalent then as it is now. The only difference is all the stupidity is there for people to see on video sites like Youtube, etc.

[JessicaH]

Someone would only say that once to me. Either they would never see or hear from me EVER again or they would be way to traumatized to say it again after finding what they "believe" to be the results of my suicide.  That pisses me off and I don't even know you...

[V M]

Sorry to hear of her verbal abuse

My mom and sisters would say and do some pretty mean stuff along the same lines when I was young     I'd feel hurt and angry, but as I got older I started countering with a variety of snide remarks of my own or just respond with 'Whatever' or 'Yeah, yer right'

After awhile they began to realize that I really didn't give a snick about their opinions and wasn't going to let them affect me