Second wedding and baby baby babies!!!!

[Button]

So we were having brunch at this amazing place and Andi looked me in the eyes and said I've been really clucky lately lee and I just cannot shake this over whelming desire to have a baby in my arms. Now this is coming from "I'm to scared to have kids because I'm not normal" well this is so different from when we knew Sophie was coming and she was terrified in fact so scared she didn't talk to me for 24 hours after I told her I was originally pregnant.

So now she's clucky and that's ok but I also know she stored her part of the equation just incase as she is such a every scenario planner.

It's kind of not what I was planning they say you forget eventually the pain of labour but its been two years and I still remember what it was like.
But I treat the discussion seriously and agree to think on it and also ask her to think seriously about what another child would mean for us.

As an aside I walked around to her side of the table and whispered in her ear that I loved her and there was no one else I would rather be with and then as I had planned I proposed. You see we had a marriage where she gave me everything I wanted and I want her to have that moment in that dress and know she knows how it feels as she gave that moment up for me and never complained but I knew she wanted it and after her surgeries and since I want to reaffirm my commitment to her I needed to show her I wanted this.

So she was speechless and she said yes and tears were coming out both of our eyes, so were going to get married again and if her family won't come then that's there issue.

Now to get back to thinking why another child would be so not a good idea.

[Shantel]

Gee, I read this and got tears in my eyes, how sweet!

[yellowsub11]

Awwwww Button!!! What a sweetie you are! I wish there was a picture of that proposal. I bet it was awesome. Congratulations to you both!!!

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Awwwww Button!!! What a sweetie you are! I wish there was a picture of that proposal. I bet it was awesome. Congratulations to you both!!!

That's exactly how Andi uses it "Awwwww Button" I love it, shes so cute and always and I mean always doing little things for us. Her giving me my wedding day was the most unselfish thing I had ever seen. Literally since that day I wanted to show her how I felt that day and I was speaking to my therapist and she said I should go for it, and so I did and you know what it was truly awesome. We have literally been beaming for days!!!

We got married in Rarotonga and so we will have our second wedding there as well and my girlfriend Nat (who was my maid of honour at our original wedding) and I are going to don the tuxes. although goodness knows the weather is so hot but Andi did it so we shall do it as well, and then its costume change time and it will be two brides having that first kiss again, I am so so so so so so so so excited!!!!!!!!.

There are bad times and good times in any relationship and right now we have reached the point of being completely comfortable and in love with each other and we are so much happier and its just us "sometimes" versus the world but who cares we are so nearly there and its great for both of us to have this feeling.

Oh I'm ranting so apologies for that I really better get back to doing some sort of effort at work.

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