changes in habbits / manorisms

[jainie marlena]

I used to walk with my arms down to the sides but this last year I have developed a need hold things in my hands, keys purse strap or just have something next to Palm hands. My arms are bent at the elbow I tried to put them down and walk but nope can't anymore without feeling funny. my walk lessened up, step are closer together that flat heel that I see women with here has finally happened. If I step on something it hurts like H@!!. No more walking without shoes in the rocks. When I run I feel the fat in my inner thigh shifting my legs differently. I love it when things bounce  or jiggle. Some manorisms seem to come after HRT. It just feels right to do it were as before I had to work at it. Just want to to write about this and would like to know what your thoughts are on this subject.

[A]

The need to hold things comes with habit, not HRT, if you ask me. I, for instance, have always had that need to carry things around, because I've always had a school bag and books when I grew up; always a sort of bag to carry, or something. And I've pretty much always felt awkward, wondering where to put my hands, when I don't have anything to hold. I haven't noticed any change, really.

I guess since you started using a purse, the habit got into you as well.

[jainie marlena]

I could see that it may even explain why I don't feel comfortable putting my arms down to the side anymore. got have that strap in my hand. I did not care much for holding things back then. I feel silly right now writing this. I don't want to write anymore. Talking would be much better. I want to talk but no one here to talk to I think I wrote it just because I feel silly to start with. Maybe I should have said any one feel silly and want to write about it. 

[Heather]

I think I wrote it just because I feel silly to start with. Maybe I should have said any one feel silly and want to write about it. 

I feel silly everyday it's my natural state.

[jainie marlena]

It happens to me off and on. It almost feels like a cat playing with a string or something.