I am male to female, so I will be seeing life I suppose differently than our female to male crowd. But I am interested in all here.
My avatar might be a give away, I assume it is at any rate.
Anime has done more for me than I can measure. It brought back my laugh and my smile and it made it possible to cry again. Oh I sure don't ever want to experience 'emotionally dead' ever again.
And while I have watched a gazillion shows, I always come back to that one iconic show most will at least have heard of, the all time girlie anime Sailor Moon. Usagi was always a whiney crybaby, always so easy to get distracted too. An under achieving doofus. But in the end her heart was limitless. She always came through in the end. The last episode of the show (only an anime fan will have seen as it was never aired on TV out of Japan), she saves the entire world through refusing to give up on the villain knowing that even the villain had needs. She saves the villain and then saves everyone that had perished to that point.
And the show is goofy fight sequences yes, but it is all just such wonderful fun romantic moments too. And it is missing all of the silly idiocy that plagues anime. Bouncy bouncy boobs and pantie scenes and an obsession with nipples. It's anime a girl can enjoy. It's girls with nice long hair (which I envy so intensely) and girls wearing skirts and dresses in additional to ordinary street clothes. It's a world I so wish I could be a part of.
It's everything I dream of.
I would just looooove to be able to start from the skin out, lose the body hair, put on all the right lingerie, the perfect Sailor Moon outfit and get a real wig made from a real wig maker made to be gorgeous Sailor Moon hair and not the usual brilliant yellow cheap no effort silly wig. And then attend Anime North (it in Toronto) and spend the whole weekend 100% female.
Either that or my number 2 personal love, Hatsune Miku. At least neither girl is much in the way of bust size.
I don't have any person in the real world that I want to idolize.