I understand I agreed to that; however, when I signed up was so long ago, in fact I think one of my first posts on here, I even said I did not realize I had an account here and but I did because when I tried to sign up, it said that I already had an account. Then after that I did not really post much on here so I did say I was sorry for that, and I was not trying to start anything with posting against the rules.
Now about the support, I am sure there is a great deal of people here for support; however, maybe certain people were not trying to attack me for my post but it sure felt like they were within their words; I mean as a poster that does not normally post here that much if at all; I came to my transgender community with my guard down because I figured that I would find kindness, caring, love, and some type of understanding from my own. I know normal society will not give it but figured my own transgender community would. But to me, I felt attacked... Almost like certain people were bitter about my post or possibly like saying I was a stupid person for even thinking this stuff in my post... I believe no question is a stupid question; even if the question is asked from someone, that maybe stupid to you; that does not mean the question is stupid for that person or possibly others. I don't know; as I said, even if they were not attacking; I guess I just hoped for more kindness from our transgender community and it seems it is not there like I was told it was...