Went to see the priest who is part of an organization called Courage that helps people get help whether your straight/gay/bi etc. I thought it would be non biased, but it ended up being that way. It went straight to the spiritual the whole way which isn't everything. He then referred me to a Dr he knows who knows about this subject, but is also biased. He thinks that GID is only caused by something in our lives. He believes in cause and effect only and thinks that we can be changed to grow up liking ourselves. I'm not doing this cause something happened in my childhood or something that happened later in life. It was triggered and brought out by events in later life, but I felt and thought I was a girl fro as far as I can remember. I knew as soon as he said he wasn't a therapist it was a bad idea, but he said he wanted to talk anyway so I kept an open mind. Now I am fully regretting talking to him and I feel like I've been backed into a corner. He wants me to talk to someone he knows and tell him that I was referred by him, like he wants to keep tabs. I feel like wanting to run and jump off a cliff before turning into someone's experiment.
I told him EVERYTHING!! I want to cry my eyes out now.
