My First Steps

[spacial]

HRT no. That can and should only ever be done under medical supervision. Don't take a chance. You need routine monitoring and could easily die.

Appearance/beauty tips. Loads of them.

Personally I can't think of any better resources than some of the beauty and make pages on YouTube. They are usually direced at GGirls and their tips are general. But hat's the point. You don't want someone saying you have to do this or that, what you do is what suits you, your body, your face, your colouring, and most of all, you.

http://www.youtube.com/user/michellephan?blend=1&ob=4

http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=bubzbeauty

http://www.youtube.com/user/panacea81

These three are quite widely watched and known. The first reminds me of one of those rich Americans kids who thinks deprvation is having your credit card take away. The second is an Irish girl of Chinese origin. She's really interesting, like a good friend really. Then there's Lauren Luke. A girl next door, who you go to for advice.


May I also suggest trying to lose your body hair, if you haven't already started?

Some reshaping of your groin, usually with clothing adjustments.How you manage the male bits depend upon the way they are shaped. Mine are quite tight and small, for example, rather like a small tennis blaa under my clothes. So for me, tucking is not possible. But I have used a number of things over the years, Pads work very well, giving a more even outline. Not exactly the bathing suit shape, but the bulge doesn't protrude like an eager dog.

Another thing to boost your confidence, is tights. Sounds silly, but the feeling of them all over can keep you focused on what you are achieveing here.

But and this is important, I strongly suggest you don't try to put on any acts. Talk and walk normally. You are doing this for you, not to impress others.

Addition.

How stipid can I get?

I forgot one of the most important. This girl: http://www.youtube.com/user/LeaEatsMakeup?feature=g-user-u

She's a Susans' member. She is so funny and charming. She does beauty tips but also some pretty good chat videos.

She used to have one where she tried to put on her face makeup, without a mirror, in a hurricane! The results were hilarious. But it was so much fun. Sadly, she seems to ahve started a new page now and the old video isn't there.

[Shannon1979]

As regardes to tops i read loads of tip over the web. im quite slim now but have broad shoulders. sleeved tops like the one in my pic with block coulors and horizontal stripes are quite slimming. runched sleeves dont work though as they highlight the shoulders. v necks are good too.

[Jason_S]

Not sure what happened to me today, seemed to of swung through every mood possible. From depressed to happy then to crying, then back to depressed and then laughing and having a bit of a hop in my step as I walked.

It was lovely to feel so many emotions, but also very confusing. Also I've had this really bad headache for over a week.

[Jason_S]

I feel FANTASTIC!!!  I talked to my mum again todqy except one thing was definately different.
I was wearing my new dress and tights when she walked in. She was actually a bit jealous hehe.
She said they looked really nice on me, I didn't really want to take it off but I had to as she had one of our family friends.round. Our friend knows but it would of bin a bit of a shock.just to pop out in a dress and tights.

I get paid again tomorrow and I can't wait to do some clothes shopping 

[Shannon1979]

Thats awesome news. Glad your doing great.