Ok...so I hate my forehead...always have. My bossing isn't the most extreme, but its pretty bad. I also have a deep indentation above te bossing...very neanderthal look. I may be exaggerating how bad it is, but it is undeniable and I am sure most of you would agree whole heartedly if I had any willingness to post a picture

I am horrified of surgery, I am poor, and I am scared of looking like a different person/having a weird forehead.
But none the less, I am convinced that I will one day have my forehead redone.
I have a few questions...
1. Does the shave/fill make your forehead look big/protrude too much? As though the ridge is still there, but now your whole frehead is filled in so its smooth..but just rlly big? Or does it look more natural/feminine than that?
2. What are some potential or common complications with browboss surgeries, both shave/fill and recnstruction?
3. How much do these two surgeries typically cost?
4. What about a hairline change? My forehead is also large in general...and I would love it if my hairline was lower. Is there a risk for hairloss from such a procedure? How much does this cost?
Basically I am scared that one day I will have these unnecessary procedures, and that I will die on the table or my forehead will be mangled, or my hair will be destroyed...and I will be disgraced and miserable for the rest of my life because I elected to have a couple surgeries that I never needed. I say I don't need them because I pass well without them...but that is dependent upon BANGS...thank god for bangs...
I guess I would pass without bangs...I don't know...I don't care to find out...I h a t e my forehead and I cant stand looking at it, from the side it destroys my feminine appearance.
My friends say its not a problem, tht it makes me unique or whatever...but theyre not trans and I dont think they are offering me unbiased advice...please help!