Considering my stance on religion me referring to angels might confuse some
But I say it thusly as I know some are religious and they may be inclined to think that way. Or you can call them heroes if you wish.
I have people in my real life, and they are definitely heroes and possibly angels (hey I can't claim to know everything eh).
My one buddy (mid 30s) Adam, he's always been good to me, never gives me trouble about my being the real me. He keeps my computer in proper order, tells me what service providers are good and what to avoid. But he shows up and takes me to dinner frequently. He knows I can't afford to pay, and he doesn't make any bones about it being ok. Or it might be a movie, or it might be dinner AND a movie. Why exactly is he single? Ok Adam is a bit 'large'. So what, why pass up on a great guy all because he's not a fashion model. I sure wish life would send him a girl. He'd like to do the whole family game. He's a generous sort. He's dropped enough cash on me over the years to make me feel seriously awkward. If not for the fact I am not THAT sort of person, I'd have likely felt obligated long ago
Or another buddy about the same age range, and he shows up and just gives me some nice gift just because "it's only money Les'.
Today he gave me a model ship. I think it was the most expensive item in the store. I actually have been eyeballing this kit, Ken would never have known this, I am just particularly lucky in that detail. I am fairly sure he is not aware my birthday is end of the month. Even still, to drop a 200 dollar model in my lap... He's done this sort of thing before. And he is ok being single, but dang, he IS good looking in his case, some girl is seriously missing out here. He's built capable of sweeping a girl off of her feet and not needing to actually look like it was effort hehe. And he's a skilled electrical engineer too
Heck if I DID swing that way, he'd sure need to try harder to stay single.
I don't think I am special, I personally think I have a big mouth. I'm an opinionated bitch in my own way, and while I have been told by some of my cis gal pals that they like reading my comments, I often wonder how it is I rate having some friends like this. What AM I doing that is generating this result eh, I want to do it more
I was having a rotten grumpy cursing out inanimate objects kind of morning, things were bugging me, I was in a foul mood. I went shopping, and I come home to be greeted by a visit from my friend Ken who gives me this wonderful present, and I am 'ok better not start crying and make a scene now'. I didn't know what to do, do I hug him, or kiss him? I settled for shaking his hand and I hope I left a sincere feeling of gratitude. He sure left a rather large dent in my desire to hate men.
I wish all men were like Adam and Ken.
