Things have been looking better for me. I started working out, I'm getting involved more in trying to make a difference within the queer community where I am at, slowly building relationships with folks here and there. I have an appointment Monday and I think I will know that day when I get my first shot. I am excited and nervous and scared. If I didn't have these feelings I'd be worried, so I am in a good place.
I started working out and it feels amazing, I love it, I love how I feel after, I love waking up with aching muscles. Went to the gym with a buddy i just met and I can see us being friends which makes me happy cause I need some of those.
I post a lot of sad posts here but decided to put something positive out there, cautiously optimistic.
Hurray for days like this. Will update my Monday apt, the excitement is overwhelming. I have been waiting 4months for this appointment.
