I'm having a good day about just everything, and I have not been having very many good days lately. Normally, I am fairly comfortable with being transgendered and even the associated dysphoria is minor. Lately I've been a bit depressed and my feelings about being transgendered have ramped up and the dysphoria has gotten a bit worrisome.
Today I saw my counselor, and I feel a lot better about who I am, and while the dysphoria is still higher than normal for me, I'm even okay with that. He just helped me see that I was depressed and that is what is impacting me so heavily. I didn't even think that depression would cause me to target the transgender part of me, because I never have before; definitely a new one for me.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day too!
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