Hellurz Im Jennifer

[jennifermarlenapoliner]

Hey everyone. I'm Jennifer Marlena Poliner. Currently I am struggling to get my family to accept that I am a woman and I want to start HRT and Electro asap.

Even before HRT, I already feel like a woman, very sensitive around female erogenous zones. Unfortunately I look far from a woman. Often times I feel stuck, and I've had suicidal thoughts in the past. I am terrified of violence against me, and I am worried about finding work.

Other than that I'm working on losing some more weight. I'm not really too overweight but I have an unfortunate large body frame making it hard to find women's clothes that fit me normally.

I am also spacegirl on tgboards. I am a huge fan of star trek, and sci fi in general. I am writing my own series of stories called "Starbird".

I am really a shy person and I tend to compensate by talking a lot about nothing, so please bear with me lol.

I know I wanted to say something else but I can't remember what it was lol sorry. *hides* I'll try to remember it.

I hope to find a lot of people I can relate to and some good advice about everything along the way.

[Sarah Louise]

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[Maegan]

Hi Jennifer!

Welcome to Susan's. Make yourself at home. I'm sure Ms. O'Brien will pop in soon with milk and cookies.

Getting the family acceptance is not always easy initially. It is quite a lot for them to digest initially, but hopefully they will be more accepting in the future.

Looking like a woman is not the be-all and end-all. It is more about how you feel inside that counts. One always worries about violence and it is a good thing. Always try to go out with someone and avoid the obvious dangerous places.

Don't worry too much about the weight. You have plans on working on it.

I also enjoy Star Trek. How about sharing some of your Starbird stories with your new brothers and sisters here? 

Stick around Jennifer. You will find lots of info here.

Let us know how your progress goes.

Huggs

Maegan

[Ethan]

Hello Jennifer! Welcome aboard 

[Ms. OBrien CVT]

Hi Jennifer,

Welcome to our little family. Over 10813. That would be one heck of a family reunion.

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Janet  )O(

[Jamie D]

Welcome Jennifer, glad you found us.

[Pianoandpage]

Welcome!!

I'm also a big sci-fi nerd. I hope you find lots of support and acceptance as you find your way through this tangled path we all must walk.

[jennifermarlenapoliner]

Thanks everyone!  Im glad to have a warm welcome! <3

Im surprised how many other tgs like sci fi and star trek. Its a pleasant coincidence haha. At least if i mention Tachyon emission or Jadzia dax is my idol, people will know what im saying XD.

Its nice to have places like this to go to, especially since I feel so forbidden to present as anything other than male anywhere but my bedroom.

[Kade1985]

Hey Jennifer, I'm Jerred. I'm also new here but it's been great so far, you'll love it.

I love Star Trek too, grew up watching it, have most of the movies lol. It's also fun to see another writer, cause I write too, but mostly fanfiction. Might be fun to chat with you some more in the future, seems like we got a couple thins in common anyways!

Jerred

[gennee]

Hi Jennifer and welcome to Susan's.