Quote from: girl you look fierce on May 07, 2013, 08:44:02 AM
When you talk about the body getting used to metabolizing the E, you don't mean it like slowly gets less effective over time right??? 
Long post incoming (I'm usually short and sweet)
Keep in mind what I'm saying is almost completely theoretical on my part as far as the body learning to get rid of E quicker. I think the body simply learns how to get rid of the E in a faster, more effective way over time. However, I think in the first few months, it is very crucial to make sure the cells have enough estrogen so they can learn how to utilize the E before it gets flushed out by your system. From what I've read, when you start taking E, it goes into your cells and the amount of estrogen receptors in each individual cell determine your progress. I've also read that when you start, your body starts developing NEW cells that are more responsive to estrogen (perhaps in the breast tissue, hips, thighs, buttocks, subcutaneous fat?). I think the amount of initial flooding determines the amount of new cell growth with more affinity to estrogen. However, maybe if you don't initially flood, the body learns to flush it quickly enough to not build these cells, or even supply all the current cells it has with the amount of E they need for maximum feminization.
Again, purely theoretical... the only evidence I have is anecdotal...
I've met a bunch of trans people. The most passable ones that have started between their 20s and 40s are usually the ones who started out on a pretty high dose from what I've seen. For me, I started out high, 5 months in my E was ridiculously high. My E dose alone was cut by 33%, and my E levels plummeted. I have since went back to my starting dose and they rebounded, but nowhere NEAR my 5 month mark. However, staying on a high dose has turned me from a no-way-are-you-anything-but-a-guy to not even being clocked by some at trans support groups.
This leads me to believe, at least, that the body either learns to get rid of the E more effectively, or that the body has used that high E level to build many new cells and it takes more E to "feed" them. The only thing is... post ops and cis women don't need to take a high dose like me to get the levels up... so something doesn't fit? What's weird is my T has been suppressed the entire time (never tested above 25) even when my E was low (once at 112, with T of 7 and another E= 72 T = 9). Which leads me to believe that the E is attaching very well to something and I have just enough free E to have "Elevated" E for men in the serum.
Others, however... Well a friend of mine for example. She started on a low dose and she's having trouble suppressing her T 7 months in even when she ups her dose. She doesn't do tests (can't afford them) but she smells like a male. Her first few months, she was developing wonderfully. Her face was rounding QUICKLY and her skin was clearing up and softening too. However, the past 3 months she has been starting to revert. She upped her dose a month ago, and while the smell is getting less manly, she's not really developing much at all anymore.
Another one of my friends, she was on a fairly low dose at first. 3 months in, her E was in the 300s, her T was in the 40s or so. 6 months, E was in the low 200s, T was still suppressed (don't remember the number). She was developing really well at first. Her breasts were on the slow side to develop but her skin was REALLY clearing up and her face was softening, with her body fat distributing fairly quickly. After about the 8 month mark, she just hit a dead end and stopped any development.
There's also a documentary about trans women in prison called "Cruel and Unusual" that's been posted on YouTube. In it, a girl that is CLEARLY unpassable (poor gal) claims that before going to prison, she was more feminine looking. However, after coming out of prison, she never really developed back. Which leads me to believe the body DOES get used to the E and learns to flush it. Almost as if the E is a pathogen in a way, and the body develops an immunity of sorts if you go off. Or maybe it's because the body rids itself of the E cells and they do NOT grow back... who knows?
The women over 50 however get a different result. I've found almost all of them have really good results when they start late. I think this is because the T is easier to suppress since their body makes less of it as you age (1% less every year over 35 if I'm not mistaken). Starter dose or no... didn't matter. They almost always develop very well.
This leads me to believe that T suppression is ABSOLUTELY CRITICAL in the entire scheme. And the earlier into HRT you get it down and keep it down, the better results you will get.