gender confused

[andy_pap]

For as long as I remember I wanted to be female  even fealing like a girl at times  but as soon as I came out I seem to feal more like a guy making me think I am nuts or a pervert

If I'm a guy way do stuff like :
Tucking
Going a bit odd when clothes shopping
Wanting to wake up female
Dis like my body
Scrood up sexualty
And more nutty stuff

I started to see a therapist but I keep freezing unable to talk about this stuff
I feal like I'm stuck in limbo and do not know where to go ( it sucks)
If I stay put as I am now I will be mixed up for the rest of my life
I need help to get talking to the therapist any tips

[XchristineX]

Your going to have to bite the bullet and talk to
A therapist....
It will be hard. It was for me. .I was full of shame...embarassment
Felt like thier was something wrong with me...

There wasn't....I like a typical girl blew it all out of proportion LOL

[sektrex]

I believe that going to a therapist is the best thing to do, because either way, you'll have to talk about it anyways.

[barbie]

Me, too.

Yes. Sometimes I become very masculine when I am busy doing my work. When I have leisure time, my mind tend to become more girlish. Switching between the two is like yin and yang. I can enjoy it.

barbie~~

[andy_pap]

I think i get that what you mean
When I am at work busy I feal like a guy making me question way a came out
But when I am at home I feel like a girl thinking I should have come out sooner
Plus Some odd times not at work or home


  I do have a therapist to talk to I just find this verry hard to talk about
  We can talk about anything else just not this it like my mouth stops working and no sound comes out

[Miss Jill Thorn]

why be gender confused? you are an adult and you are an female within a male body accept it and move on you will be much happier doing  soo,I know I am happier because i know the female in me is dominant over the male body smiles from Miss_Panties

[barbie]

  I do have a therapist to talk to I just find this verry hard to talk about
  We can talk about anything else just not this it like my mouth stops working and no sound comes out

Probably, action can be more effective than talk. In my case, I just tried to carry or wear some small feminine items such as bangles and hot pants. You may do little by littler what you desire to do.

barbie~~

[Bookworm]

I understand that feeling and I am yet to come out fully. I have only told one person. It is like I told them now what and is this what I want. I am bigender and so I tend to flip flop on how I see myself. I am not sure where I stand, but I do understand those feelings. Just talk it out and we are all here for you.

[andy_pap]

Thank you
At the moment there's only about 4 people who know
My mum dad therapist  and my sister now

My sister found out on Monday by
I put my close in the washer and went to work later in the day my mum comes with my sister 
And my mum thought it would be a good idea to Finnish off hanging out all my clothes
For the world to see so my sister saw all my girly clothes
I'm glad I was at work or else I would have gone red  still one less to tell