hi everyone
I am new here and just wanted to say hello.
my story started a few years ago when i discovered how good i felt acting feminine. since then have tried numerous times to stop but she keeps coming back.
I am married with a new born child so coming out is not an option for me. at least i dont think it is

I dont know how to classify my issues or how to measure what level or stage i am at - I have never spoke about my feelings or discussed this with any one before.
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