I'm not one to typically use the proper bathroom simply because of where I used to live. But I've since moved and have loved walking into the men's room. I am currently working on my own stand to pee device, since I can't afford the regular one. I watched a demo on youtube from another FtM and discovered this quite useful:
Take a large yogurt, hummus or lid of some sort and cut the lip off of it. Make sure that the plastic is smooth, sand it down if needed. Fold it into a taco shape and there you go. I have taken this basic idea a step further and added a small piece of tubing to the end of it. Now I'm standing when I go. I feel more confident and I love the looks on people's faces when a "pretty boy" goes in to use the bathroom. (Note: It's easier to do this sort of thing in a stall not a urinal.)
