Ahh sister I know this well.
There is hope ands there is life and grief does come to an end.
I know from living in a whisky bottle that booze doesn't help, it seems to, but it just makes the pain worse.
Can I offer you my strength?
I have been to Hell and I do know what it is like.
I'm know a very happy woman, and you can be as well.
If you would like to talk I can email you my phone number.
I am in Australia so it's about 9.30 pm. I can be around for a while
You can talk to me honey.
I'm here