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[Crumbling Heart]

hey, hey, hey... I am new here. I am an 18 year old MtF. I've been living fulltime since May 2012, and I'm on my 9th month of hrt. it is amazing.

but life just sucks. being happy with myself is one thing, but...i'm struggling through piles and piles of other crap. I pass as female; I don't think twice living female, just..some other things are getting in the way of my happiness

[Cindy]

Hi and welcome,

Well this is a pretty good place to find out how to deal with stuff as most of us have to deal with it.

Have a read through the rules in the announcement area and post away to ask questions.

Cindy

[V M]

Hi Crumbling Heart 

Welcome to Susan's    Glad to have you here

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Hugs

V M

[Jamie D]

Crumbling heart, I hope things work out for you.

I am glad you found us here, and I hope we can be of service.

[Crumbling Heart]

thank you all for your support. I will look at the rules.
and cindy.. you are absolutely right "Initium est dimidium facti"

[Ms. OBrien CVT]

Hi Crumbling Heart,

Welcome to our little family. Over 11518 . That would be one heck of a family reunion.

Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams.  Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.

But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another sister.


Janet  )O(

[Rinzler]

Hello, Crumbling Heart, it's very nice to meet you! Welcome to Susan's! I'm sorry you've been having such difficulties and I really hope that you're able to find the support you're looking for here!

[Crumbling Heart]

awwwww janet ^.^ you are so sweet

thank you all for the warm welcome.

[Cindy]

thank you all for your support. I will look at the rules.
and cindy.. you are absolutely right "Initium est dimidium facti"

Heee Heee

I'm glad you understood it, and it is true!!

[Devlyn]

Hi Crumbling Heart, welcome to Susan's Place! Glad to hear things are moving forward for you. See you around the site, hugs, Devlyn

"Initium est dimidium facti"  That says something?  I thought it was just that upside down Australian writing! 

<running away>

[Crumbling Heart]

-giggles- no silly ^.^ it's latin haha

[Cindy]

Hi Crumbling Heart, welcome to Susan's Place! Glad to hear things are moving forward for you. See you around the site, hugs, Devlyn

"Initium est dimidium facti"  That says something?  I thought it was just that upside down Australian writing! 

<running away>

Australian writing! Now there is a concept!! I always thought we used Australian scrawl!

But I know Bostonians have trouble with culture due to their avoidance of tea

[Jean24]

I hope you find happiness. This seems like an excellent place for support though.

[Rachel85]

Welcome Crumbling!
Remember, Sharing is caring, sometimes all we need is a good vent and a bit of a cry and you can just keep going.
That's where we all come in!

Can I ask, How many people just googled Cindy's tag?
My Latin is a little "rusty" to say the least, are we going to start seeing much more edumacated discussions?
Cynths

P.S. By "rusty", I of course mean non-existent.

[V M]

"Initium est dimidium facti" - "The beginning is half (of getting it) done"   

[Mac]

hey and welcome!
The fact that you pass as female and happy living as one is great, give it more time and probably most of the other things will get better too. In the meantime, you can always vent to us 

[Crumbling Heart]

thank you all for your support and offer for help..and thank you all for entertaining me with your discussion on the latin quote haha.

please excuse me..i am currently being blinded by tears.
I would pm you to vent and such, but maybe I should do that here or mayube I should go an..p

:/ nevermind, I can't type, let alone cope with what's going on these days

[V M]

We are all here for you dear, you can talk to us

Hugs

[Cindy]

thank you all for your support and offer for help..and thank you all for entertaining me with your discussion on the latin quote haha.

please excuse me..i am currently being blinded by tears.
I would pm you to vent and such, but maybe I should do that here or mayube I should go an..p

:/ nevermind, I can't type, let alone cope with what's going on these days

Hey Hon,

No need to keep stuff to yourself.

As we both know.

"The beginning is half of the journey" A Roman proverb.


Talk away

[Crumbling Heart]

well...two weeks ago on Saturday, my very special cat snowball died
that seems to be the trigger of this torment...and then bad things couldn't stop happening

I have not been coping well...a bottle of alcohol and a nice sharp blade are my only friends, at some points. well..with these last two weeks, it got really bad. and even after that, bad things just couldn't stop happening!!! ahh!