Something bad happened a view days ago and its taken over my life. So much so that my trans thoughts have gone, completely. I don't find myself thinking about it as much as I was. I am still going to transition but my thoughts are gripped onto my current issue. I know I'm still trans, my body still isn't right, but I'm not thinking about it anymore. I'm so clasped on this current problem that nothing else matters. I know my trans problems are going to come back, but I can't see me getting over this current problem. I feel worse than I've ever felt before, but I'm not even caring about my gender at all. I don't think this makes sense but I can't get past my anger right now and I don't give a care about anything.
