It's been slow but I've been taking this in short steps. I've been doing stuff first long hair than before that blonded it, than playing with a flat iron, than necklaces, than girly shirts hidden now I'm wearing my arms shaved. Now my mom has seen this all infact she's helped me grow it long, helped me get a flat iron, seen the necklaces on the table before, is gonna help me with seeing a hair doctor to get it thickened up and so it's not getting thin anymore. She's done more than this. I'm starting to think may think I'm trans or bigender. Do you think people may wonder? My therapist knows I have gender issues. I've posted about my feelings here before. There is a girl in me.