Well, I am horrible at introduction posts, so this may make no sense. I am not sure if I should have registered here or not, but seems like the people here are nice and could possibly help me.
Anyways, I am a teen and currently thinking I might be transgendered(that is the word, right?), but am unsure, might just be a phase that somehow has lasted about 10 years. Right now I am very confused about all of this, and kind of scared because I don't think my family and friends will understand if this is really me. Pretty much, I will stop here about this since I am not sure if I should be posting here still.
On to the randomness. I am a kind and caring person and have thought a lot about going to college to become a nurse after high school, but am still unsure about that since I am bad at making decisions. I play the guitar, and am learning to play the violin, and do some singing, though I am not very good. I only have a few friends, more like 2 friends who hate each other, and the girl I hang out with at youth group, I also have 2 younger brothers, an older brother, and an older sister. I have always had problems expressing myself and telling people about myself, so kind of just let people figure me out on their own, seems to be working.
Sorry for the length, but I think it is good to have a lot of details. I used to play a lot of video games, but now only play one, very rarely.
Recently feelings I haven't felt much since I was 6 have come back, so I have been crying almost every night trying to figure this out, and yelling at random people, so also sorry if I offend people or something.
Anyways I will stop here because I just realized it is 12am.
