It's my birthday and I'll cry if I want to

[Anna++]

Thanks Anna

I plan this one to be the last unhappy one and for next years will be tears of joy instead.
I really want to start hormones now, not tomorrow but have been so busy with work I have not had time for the past 6 months even for myself. As soon as I get holidays the wheels will start to move with therapy and HRT as I did have a referral from last December.
Very exited with this as I have waited my whole life for this exact moment.

I am sure everyone here can relate to this innermost feeling.

I swear I will not hurt any penguins for you.

Thanks for not hurting penguins!   You've set a good goal for yourself, and I can completely relate with that too.  Transitioning is the first new years resolution I've followed through on in several years.  It's definitely worth the wait!