Well, I am no longer worried what people will think
One of the main people I was worried about, seems like he is accepting of me being trans. I decided that since people are going to find out anyways(like, everyone I know watch my youtube videos), it would be best to tell me "friend" first, through a private message since I am afraid of face to face conversations.
Though I am kind of wondering if he understood what I told him... I thought I also told him I am not attracted to either gender yet.
"Okay, I am okay with that just don't hit on me, and try to get a girl." (I corrected his spelling though)
I am also surprised he didn't say he was expecting that, since I kind of act like a girl, only hang out around girls unless I am too afraid, I think I look sort of feminine(rounded face still, small hands). Then again, don't think anyone knows much about me, except that girls are always around me, I have a lisp, I am shy, and I am like superman(secretly smart).
My family is what scares me, like I think my cousins, aunts, and uncles will be okay.. or some of them.. but my brothers and parents O_O Kind of think they are.. not so okay with this stuff. But, they are my family, so they have to love me anyways, right? I am fine with losing all my friends, but even though I am not very close to my family.. I kind of don't want to lose them.
Hope I didn't make a mistake telling my friend.. maybe I could talk to one of the only LGBT supporters at youth group if she is there for the movie night in August... Since she has been trying to get me to talk to her since the first time I went to youth group(I also kind of hope she is just being nice, and doesn't like me.. since I don't really like anyone in that way.. at least I don't think so).
