hi everybody thanx for the support i really do need it!
my mom and sister told my bestfriend( who was coming with me)s ultra religious parents that im trans and that were together(which were not) just a couple hours b4 we were supposed to fly
out.so they made her leave ny and not see me.
i couldnt find anyone to go with me last minute they wouldnt change the name on the ticket i didnt have a ticket for a new one and no would come with me.some1 is reqired to be with you for a few day after surgery....
now i might be hospitalized for not eating .... i cant bring myself to and my pb and bsuger it way too low.
right now i feel like i was robbed of my
life.im scared and it was hell to put a binder on again the next moring i thought i would never have to do that
again.im angry,sad,frustrated,hurt,scared, i feel like the universe is playing some horrible trick on me.
right now im a walking zombie. ive been crying for days.looking for a place to live i cant stand seeing my mom and sisters faces
jaded