Hi,
I kinda drifted into transexuality from transvestivism........I'm quite old at 57, am still maried, I started with tablets and topical cream, I was very surprised that I started to get lumps behind my nipples and the left one was much larger than the rioght one!, I wondered if I had got male breast cancer, and sought medical opinion (free in the UK), I was diagnosed with Gynecomastia, this really excited me to the point where I started to come out of the closet and started taking Premarin tablets, wow did my boobs start to grow!! I joined a local Trans Group and eventually made some very good friends. One of these friends asked what oestrogen I was taking and was shocked that I took Premarin I was by now about 40A & a bit! (UK size). I was advised to see my GP (doctor) and ask for transdermal patches. I've been on these now for about 4 months, and I have to say that if anything my breasts growth has increased since using the patches I am now 40B and a bit and still growing. about the same time as the patches I started to take Finasteride tabs cut in half per day to start hair regrowth, I think it's working, and I hope above all else that I regain a full head of hair to grow long & girly! I have just started taking testosterone blockers daily (Casodex), I hope that this too will help my quest for full womanhood. I'd love to hear from anyone else taking similar treatments, and of their experiences.
Well that's me physically and medically I think, but what about likes and dislikes? and the rest of me..... Been out and and about but I have been read quite often, I don't suppose my dress sense helps (up market tarty - you know leather trousers / skirt and boots, jacket etc), but hey that's me. I wish the rest of me would feminise as fast as my chest has, be a lot easier with a fem face......friends say that it it is slowly feminising, but friends would wouldn't they!! I spend most but not all of my time out and about as a male - getting harder and harder to do this now without wearing a gyno vest, which is uncomfortable to say the least, sometimes I just wear a jacket to hide my boobs. I'm pretty well built and unfortunately have broad shoulders, sometimes becoming female just seems like an impossible dream to me, but hey dream on anyway! Likes and dislikes in no particular - like other T girls, women, cider, old British Railways (lapsing into childhood!!!) Cote du Rhone, Chateau neuf du pape, rioja etc you get the idea hic!. Enjoy cycling and walks, action films, love cooking, good - no, really excellent at most DIY jobs, like intelligent conversation. Dislike salesmen (invariably they have forked tongues), Builders (rarely do exactly what you wanted, should have done it myself!), ->-bleeped-<- ->-bleeped-<-s (letchers - doing it by myself is most likely better!!!), Marmite(ughh), most shellfish except scallops, noisy bars were I can't hear myself think let alone what anybody else is saying to me, Managers and other t..ts that say things like "make it work" when they don't have a clue themselves. There's other stuff too but I won't bore you with it now..............
At this stage in my transition, I think of myself as an inbetweenie, and like the tide coming in and out, my male and female sides dominate alternately, however I think that my fem side is starting to win the battle as time progresses. I keep telling myself that I'll go full time fem when my hair grows back...?, I can't suffer wearing a wig in hot summer weather (another dislike!).
Eve Ann Essant x
