suicidal thoughts

[jossef-ftm]

Thank you everybody, thnx a lot to everybody gave me advice wrote a comment  or inboxed me ,thx for being here guys,i feel much better,i'm lucky to have you guys in my life and again,susan's transgender my family,thank you and dont forget to pray 4 me,pray 4 me to have a job if i have one it will make a big difference and i will start collect money ,thank you again

[Athena]

Just feel better

[Natkat]

im glad you feeling better,
for jobs im also in the middle of a jobmess myself but I hope soon it will be more easy for me to get jobs when I got more contacts. if theres some kind of work you want I will say if I find it. sure realistical of corse

[SI3]

Hey man,

I'm not on here very often and this was posted awhile ago, but everyone deserves to have friends and you're no different. Feel free to message me any time I have a tumblr (nateisohsocreative)since I'm not on here every day.

Everyone's experience is different, I have no idea what you're going through, I do however know what it's like to feel so horrible you want to resort to taking your own life. I had some serious issues when I was younger (parents were into drugs and landed me in a messed up legal situation in which I couldn't work or go to school) I thought there was no hope to get a job or go to college and transition wasn't even thought of because life was so difficult already. I tried to take my life twice and was constantly in emotional pain.

It is now three years later, I've since had two jobs, started college (2nd year starts in two weeks) got my own place to live,  started testosterone, and I've improved relationships with my parents. I'm not telling you this to compare situations I'm telling you this to show you that things can and will get better. I know it's hard now, but one day you will be so happy you will have trouble remembering the hard times and you deserve that.