I've currently got no job and an extremely limited pool of money and social outlets.
I really want to go out and do something, I don't even care if I wander around the WalMart and never buy anything.
Buut my boyfriend has really unstable work hours and when he's not at work, we play video games - which is all fine and dandy but I'm getting bored to the point of madness.
None of my bros have any energy, money, motivation to have fun with me - and because of my crippling financial/clinical position, I have very little to give... Somehow i feel like I don't have the right to ask for things because of the position I'm in, like I'm a chore... it's also 110 outside so taking a stroll is out of the question (i'm really sun/heat senitive)... our public transportation system isn't that reliable either so I can't just up and go on my own without getting stranded somehow. My outside friends and family are also extreme emotional vampires so, again, I could end up in even more and more diverse problems if I seek them out.
