Maybe I need to chill, maybe I am just getting too close to the topic I don't know really.
Time flies regardless as I see it. Every time I stop and think about the passage of time, it catches me off guard.
Holy crap it is almost 2014, where does the time go?
I am likely going to sit on this till the fall.
Until I get my butt in gear, and actually get some movement on getting a hair solution I will simply never know how much I will ever be able to relate to any evolution of my appearance. I am planning to ask my salon friend, to help me hunt down a wig that will allow me to look like I actually grew the hair myself. I want long hair to at least mid back. I tend to prefer straight hair. I want to look female when seen from behind while walking on the street. The give away bald spot has to go.
Until 'I' feel like I can look moderately logical and female, I don't think anyone can offer me much of anything in the way of transition in appearance I will be interested in.
Comically I was talking to a local buddy and asked him what he thought would be the most challenging to get used to among my friends with regards to my appearance, seeing me with a full head of hair, or me in a new wardrobe. He said the hair would be the most distracting hehe. He said, people can change clothing on a whim, hair is more significant.
Until I have that first meeting though, I suppose the whole process will be an unknown for me.