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Everything Holding Me Back

Started by Allison, August 26, 2013, 09:28:43 PM

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Allison

I am just getting so sick of everything not working out for me. I literally work so hard to get to this point where I have a therapy session on Thursday and next thing you know. BAM I get fired and my step father gets laid off so I wouldn't get anything for my birthday. I come through and get what I need and now my mom informed me I can't have my brother take me. Even though he said he would so now I can't make it and it gets pushed back again. I just hate everything about my life right now and there is NOTHING I can do to fix... I am on the verge of tears right now and there is nothing I can do about.

It's even worse now that my mom constantly calls me a man and I highly doubt she even realizes what she's doing to me.
You know I'd rather say nothing; and just be proud of myself for tearing down these walls.
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Devlyn

Big hug! You need a good tomorrow, I have my fingers crossed for you! Hugs, Devlyn
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Allison

Thank you so much; I panicked and asked my good friend and he said he would take me. Seriously it's times like these you truly find who are the people who support you. I"m not even annoyed with my brother it's not his choice. I just hope it doesn't fall through again. Because this therapist is very lenient in granting letters. If I can get one I can have that first step and see an Endo once I pick up a job.
You know I'd rather say nothing; and just be proud of myself for tearing down these walls.
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Devlyn

Quote from: Allison on August 26, 2013, 09:50:31 PM
Thank you so much; I panicked and asked my good friend and he said he would take me. Seriously it's times like these you truly find who are the people who support you. I"m not even annoyed with my brother it's not his choice. I just hope it doesn't fall through again. Because this therapist is very lenient in granting letters. If I can get one I can have that first step and see an Endo once I pick up a job.

That's the spirit!

Sung to the tune of Happy Birthday:

Happy Birthday to you
I know I'm overdue
I hope you are elated
Even though this songs belated!

Happy Birthday Allison!
Hugs, Devlyn
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Allison

Well my brothers don't know when to shut up and I got some backlash of her mood. Sometimes I just wish they would know when to just be quiet....
You know I'd rather say nothing; and just be proud of myself for tearing down these walls.
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