Quote from: Brandon on August 26, 2013, 03:10:08 PM
How do you deal with these types of things, Its been hot as hell, And everytime I go over to my neighbors house the brother always has his shirt off, I hate not being able to walk around freely wih my shirt off, Especially when its hot, I wish I could just throw on a shirt without grabbing a bra, Even though chest binders help its still gonna remind me that I have a chest, Going to the bathroom everyday is stating to bother me, I hate wipping myself its so uncomfortable, Or toes horrible things you get every month, It just makes me break down and cry, And iI hate crying bcause Ive one of those guys who suppresses his feelings and then go off on people and I have a serious anger problem because of it. I mean when I get older I wanna be able to give a woman a baby I hate the fact Ill never be able to produc sperm its the worst feeling ever, I don't care for artificial insemination or Adoption, I hate that I hav o go through all this damn surgery to be happy, I mean the HRT is fine but all that surgery and all that money for something thats not even worth it because the bottom surgery is not all that great no offence, I might as well just give up what am I accomplishing when ill never be a cisgender man 
If it makes you feel any better:
Lots of guys dont take of their shirts in hot weather, in fact I used to be the only one who did and then everyone just thought i was being a show off.
I also know guys who ALWAYS wear an undershirt - I still dont understand this, seems like mre layers would suck and make it hotter.
I also know guys (my super macho marine brother) who wipes his cawk after he pees.
The monthly stuff and the emotions will calm down once you start testosterone
Alot of guys are sterile. and it sucks but you should start thinking about the same things they have to think about if they want a family. Who knows, if you had born a cis guy you may have been born sterile, the you would just have to get used to the idea.
Lastly, my deck looks great thank you very much. Ive pulled it out all over the place and the only comment I ever get is that its big and for me to "get it hard".
Lots of post surgery guys dont share their final results for various reasone. For me, I do not want my penis floating around the internet as an example of a phalloplasty.
Youll get there.
