Hi guys. I've been going by "just plain" genderqueer (I've been through various titles under that umbrella term including agender and pangender and genderfluid) for about a year and a half now. I just recently (about 3 months ago) switched to gender neutral pronouns (they, them, their) so I'm out as genderfluid at school and with my parents. I've been getting a lot of negative feedback about my pronouns and I was thinking about dropping them until last week happened. I had this sort of breakdown and started thinking about doing more than just chest surgery. I was thinking and thinking and I think I might want to take testosterone and go by male pronouns. I don't know if I should tell anyone right now, because I haven't had time to think over this enough, but I'm not sure if I should keep going with the gender neutral pronouns, switch back to female ones, or start on the male ones. Plus, my family would throw a fit if they found out I wanted to go by male pronouns. I currently consider myself a genderfluid transboy, but I have no idea what to do about it in regards to people. Any help is appreciated. Thanks.
