I was always really really strong naturally. I never saw myself as being really that strong as it really wasnt a big deal or a focal point in my life. Sure, I wanted to out preform other swimmers, runners, tennis players. It wasnt until like a few weeks or a month ago that I truly realized what I had, and that was far stronger than I had ever imagined. I find my self being less able to depend on strength to do things, but more on technique. You may ask, would I like my strength back. In some cases, yes such as for swimming yes. But I am happy with they way my body is transforming, I knew this was the reality before I started HRT, and I dont think you quite realize what it can be truly like until you go through it. It is a very gradual change, but there comes a point where you go, how can I not do that!
I have noticed that in some things such as swimming, I have slowed down a lot since I have lost a lot of muscle, but for things lile tennis, I am better, I get around the court much quicker, and I am more agile and my fellow tennis players sometimes cant believe I can get to a ball the way I do. I have noticed that I am getting more flexible, but not drastically. People are quicker to ask me if they can help me too. I dont know if it is because I look more feminine, or if they are just curious about me.
The way I see it, the stronger you are, the more you have to lose, the less the less you have to lose.... but estrogen will make you weaker, unless you try twice, or three times as hard to keep it.