Hi! I'm starting to question myself and would like some feedback.

[notlooking2myright]

I'm a biological female, and this is all pretty new to me. I live in Alabama, so I never even thought that much about the possibility of changing my sex until now. I just turned nineteen. I've identified as a somewhat butch bisexual leaning towards females for a few years but have never been in a relationship. I'm kind of suddenly having an intense desire to present as male. I've thought before that I would be more attractive as a guy, and I've never liked shaving or having to wear a bra. The only reason I ever played with barbies was to take all of their clothes off. One time I was mistaken for a boy and called sir and I was flattered. But I never insisted that I was a boy as a child. I even had crushes on quite a few boys before I hit puberty. I also don't hate my body and can't see myself getting bottom surgery, although I would like to bind so that I could look male. I'm sorry for the novel. I just have no one to talk to and am very dysphoric for the first time in my life.

[King Malachite]

Welcome!  I'm sure there are some guys here who can relate to you.  Perhaps visiting the FtM forum may do some good.

[Confused_Katie]

Welcome! You pretty much just described my situation exactly!  This is a great place to explore your gender identity and to learn about yourself and others. That's pretty much what I've been doing since I joined. Feel free to ask any questions you have; everyone here is extremely friendly and and willing to help. Again, welcome!

[Jamie D]

NotLooking!  A warm welcome to you.

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[Ms. OBrien CVT]

Hi NL2MR,

Welcome to our little family. Over 7700. That would be one heck of a family reunion.

Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams.  Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.

But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another brother.


Janet  )O(

[Devlyn]

Hi NL2MR, welcome to Susan's Place! Don't look to your left either, it may say Complaint Department, but it's actually that old, abandoned, bottomless well! See you around the site, hugs, Devlyn