I forgot what my login info was but I finally have the courage to participate here. Whether that's sad or not is entirely up to you, but I've been through a lot. I'm ftm transsexual, been on hormones for close to three years, learned a lot about myself and what survival is in the process, what good things can come. My jealousy of other guys and their progress has tapered off a bit- I was always a bit of a late bloomer/chub-up during puberty type of guy. Three years and I'm still growing in facial hair haha. Had chest surgery in december 2011. Have depression/PTSD, professional artist, have worked in Food and Beverage to get by in life.... I live in Albuquerque, New Mexico. Can talk/listen about drug addictions.
now it's like, wow I'm a normal person now and can converse with y'all here.
Instead of feeling like a pretender.
I don't know why that was such an issue. Maybe because everyone seems so happy to be posting their progress (?) pictures.
Anyway, nice to meet all y'all beautiful people.
