I feel like i post a lot
I'm sorry tell me to stop if it gets annoying.
so as of today I feel like i am out to all the friends and family i feel should know right now. still gotta tell the grandparents but when they are home, not now while they are away. all of my friends have been fine with my being trans. no one had a bad reaction. and honestly a few were happy for me.
my closest friend who is my roomate had a sort of sad for me reaction but at least she is accepting and doesn't mind me being me. she is happy for that and we will always be friends.
another friend i thought would definitely have an issue is honestly excited for me. she was great about it all, wanting to know the details of what T will do for me and her rections to when she notices the changes.
came out to my love, well, i love her she doesn't know that but she is totally fine with it too. acted like nothing changed between us and i am so greatful all of my friend are so accepting and mature above everything.
I feel a lot more confident now that i have had to explain it a few times and really afirm what it is i am doing. friends calling me "big guy" and man and dudded and whatnot it feels fantastic. personally im on a cloud nine.
my mom has been coming around, she's a real jokster but she is beating herself up for whatever reason. saying why didn't she notice the signs and pickup on something wrong and didn't address it for years cuz she realizes it makes sense i feel this way. i tell her it's no one's fault it's not hers or mine i didn't know what was going on even at the begininning of the year how could she know if i didn't?
anyway, it's looking good. still can't think of names im stuck between a few. the male version of my name, Amir, there's also: Grey eric and kai ( these ones my mom would have possibly named me if i were born physically male.) but i dunno, i got time to think of that, no rush.
and honestly now that i know i got people who back me on my choices im getting kind of excited to get on t. before it was sort of grey area but now im really thinking it's gonna be a great move for me.
