Hi, LBoy. I am not FTM and I am getting surgery with Garramone in 6 days!
I am 43 years old and I have always identified as transgendered, but not transsexual (FTM). I do not like the words genderqueer, genderfluid, and that grouping for myself. They just don't fit. I tend to prefer FTM space, rather than GQ/Andro spaces. I see myself as more male than female, but transitioning with hormones does not fit for me.
You may want to check out that link Lo posted. I just found that site myself.
I am assuming you are new here. Welcome to the board, I just got here myself.