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Life !!!!!!! Grrrr

Started by Lesley_Roberta, October 03, 2013, 10:52:23 AM

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Lesley_Roberta

So what do you do, when there is no man to yell at, and it is not any woman's fault so you can't yell at a woman?

And there is no governmental agency responsible, and there is no religious group or ethnic source of your frustration?

I am Canadian, and frankly, there is no downside to that.

I live in Ontario, and there is nothing negative about living here.

I live in a small town, and while it lacks in some areas, it has perks as well that don't exist in the big city.

I am disabled, but, I have the support of a disability pension, so my income is not a problem.

I don't own a home, but, I also don't have a need to pay property taxes and repairs are not my problem.

But I still manage to find ways to be unhappy. How the hell do I manage that?

Considering all of the above, it is maddening I suffer from depression at all.

Ok I am not able to pursue my dream of woodworking. That's nobodies fault. Life just happened.

I was not born in the right body, and I have no one to blame for that, it just happened that way.

There is no one to take my frustrations out on though. I get frustrated and angry and there is no target. I can't beat up life.

Oh just walk away, I am clearly mental here. Lesley is just having one of her irrational female moments.
Well being TG is no treat, but becoming separated has sure caused me more trouble that being TG ever will be. So if I post, consider it me trying to distract myself from being lonely, not my needing to discuss being TG. I don't want to be separated a lot more than not wanting to be male looking.
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Alice Rogers

"I would rather be ashes than dust!
I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot.
I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet.
The function of man is to live, not to exist.
I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them.
I shall use my time." Jack London
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Ltl89

Please also remember there is another person who doesn't deserve to have it all taken out on.... yourself.  It seems many of us, myself included big time, follow self destructive paths and negative thoughts as a way to punish ourselves for things that really aren't our fault at the end of the day.  While I don't have the answer, as I am still searching for it myself, I do encourage you to actively seek the answer and stop seeing yourself negatively for the things you can't control. 

Hoping your frustration subsides soon.  :)
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