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[Bardoux]

Thanks for sharing , hope your ok babe x

edit: It was a very interesting read Seth. In regards to your feelings of dysphoria, my endo recently spoke of how feelings of GID could be because of testosterone's effects on certain portions of the brain, remove the T and feelings of GID should dissipate. But as you say does that make you feel like a woman? or do you just not work well with T?

[Sammy]

Hey! Nice to see You are still kickin' around, Steffy!

[Bardoux]

Thank you hun 

If you ever want to talk about it, you can always add me on skype. Little bit of a time difference but should make things interesting lol
Hope it settles down soon for you

[Ltl89]

Heyy, everyone. A lots been going on with me, lately...a lot of stuff has happened, and yeah. It's been rough. At the moment, I actually have no clue whether I will transition one day, again, or not! But yeah, I created a new blog to help air my feelings:

http://queerlyyours.blogspot.com/

The first post was nauseatingly long, but I will definitely shorten them in the future. Anyways, just wanted to share, hoping others going through something similar may be interested!

Thaanks!

Seth,

I read it all and enjoyed your blog post.  In some ways, I can relate with you.  In other ways, I can't.  Overall, it was a fun read.

If i may give a little advice, it really sounds like you could benefit from therapy.  You don't have to transition and do something that feel is wrong,  but you can't run from it.  You seem to have conflicted feelings that need to be addressed.  I was the same way at your age and find myself here today (i made initial transitiob plans at 19 abd am now 24). This may not be yiur path and you may find happiness in other ways, but do explore those feelings and come to terms with what they are. You want to find out what works for you and not worry abiu5 always searching for that place.  Do what I didn't at your age, take them seriously abd address them with a therapist.  Not because yiu need to have somobe dictate what to do or give you the answers,  but so you can find rhem for yourself.

In any event,  whatever path you end diwn, I really hope it works out.  You deserve happiness, and I hope you find it.

[LizMarie]

Let me concur with the recommendation to see a therapist. A good therapist will never force you down any particular path, just help you discover you, help you figure out how to be and accept yourself, whatever that is.

[Ltl89]

http://therapists.psychologytoday.com/rms/prof_results.php?state=VA&spec=187
http://www.drbecky.com/therapists03.html

Posted above are some links to therapists in your state.  I hope that helps.  Good luck on your journey and hope you find inner peace.

[CalmRage]

Glad to see you came back. Enjoyed your blog post. Have you ever thought about becoming a professional writer?

[Olivia-Anne]

Maybe I am just too old or read too many books? I found that writing exactly how you would talk to be a little difficult for me to read. I found mysef trying to figure out what "anywhoozle" meant? Not trying not trying to make fun of your or anything at all. Trust me I'm no scholar either. But I did manage to get through about half of it. From what I was able to disypher you had some interesting thoughts. I hope it all works out for you.

<3 Liv

[niamh]

Glad to see you came back. Enjoyed your blog post. Have you ever thought about becoming a professional writer?

With that sort of language.....