scared & lonely

[lexi]

no , no shaina the confusion is me lol . i dont know what i was thinking . i saw something that said seventeen posts . it was to good to be true lol
love you hon
lexis

[Gina Taylor]

hi ms. o'brien thanks for your support its very kind of you . as Gina said there are lots of people going through the same thing as this is a great place to discuss things of any matter ( thanks Gina ) .
i no longer feel scared & alone now that i'm where i belong . the thing that really , really bothers me is that i lost my job a few months ago & i live off my ssd from the rods in my back . i just get a little upset that i'm going through this & have nothing . i can't even say i like this color bra better because i can't even buy one . i just wish for things to change for the better not just for me but all of us .
hey shaina ( yeh ) i have seventeen posts but now i'm lost lol . i'm gonna try to do as you said
love you all
xoxoxox
lexis

No problem Lexi. After reading through a lot of posts, you realize that you have a lot in common with so many members here and it really eases the pressure. 

[lexi]

hi gina,
          youre so right.... ever since i joined here yesterday i have had a smile talking to everyone . at first i was a little weary about my transition even though i know im a female but ever since i been on hormones for seven months i have noticed such a difference in me . not so much physically but mentally and i feel great , i feel relaxed & not stressed out as i use to be . everyone here has giving me the courage that i need .

[Gina Taylor]

hi gina,
          youre so right.... ever since i joined here yesterday i have had a smile talking to everyone . at first i was a little weary about my transition even though i know im a female but ever since i been on hormones for seven months i have noticed such a difference in me . not so much physically but mentally and i feel great , i feel relaxed & not stressed out as i use to be . everyone here has giving me the courage that i need .

Hi Lexi,

That's really encouraging!  When I came out to my therapist a few months ago and have been talking about things and going full time for the New Year and every time I've seen him since, he's always seen a big smile on my face and I always have good news for him now instead of bad news, because everything is finally going my way, and I'm finally in charge of MY life as you are now in charge of YOUR life . . .  and that's to move forward into womanhood!!! If you want you can PM me.

[Ciara]

Hi Lexi,
I'm so glad that you have found us. When I found Susans I too was alone and scared. Since coming here I have met more friends and received more love and support than I have in my 54 years on this planet. You have come to a good place. At Susans we understand each other, we support each other and we learn to love who we are.
Love,
Ciara.

[Gina Taylor]

Hi Lexi,
I'm so glad that you have found us. When I found Susans I too was alone and scared. Since coming here I have met more friends and received more love and support than I have in my 54 years on this planet. You have come to a good place. At Susans we understand each other, we support each other and we learn to love who we are.
Love,
Ciara.

I couldn't agree more with you there Ciara! Amen to that.

[lexi]

                 wow ! now that i think about it , i dont have a gender issue either . i am a girl as well , a very special one at that as well as all the other beautiful girls on here .
i wish all my friends to have a very special day today as i wish for everyday . i thought of all my friends last night & it was the first time i had any sleep in three or four days . i owe it all to the great girls i meet on here .
xoxox
lexis

[Gina Taylor]

                 wow ! now that i think about it , i dont have a gender issue either . i am a girl as well , a very special one at that as well as all the other beautiful girls on here .
i wish all my friends to have a very special day today as i wish for everyday . i thought of all my friends last night & it was the first time i had any sleep in three or four days . i owe it all to the great girls i meet on here .
xoxox
lexis

That's right Lexis, you've had some time to get your feet wet and you've felt the love and support of our family and you're feeling very comfortable iwth it, so you can now ease back and feel comfortable and safe with us. I'm really happy to hear that you're sleeping better. 

[Shaina]

::Sending love to New York via vibes::

So glad you've found Susans to your liking Lexi!

xoxoxo

[lexi]

hey girlfriend....whats going on ? much love back at you

[Shantel]

Hi Lexi,
     Welcome to Susan's, you'll meet lots of new friends here sweetie!

[lexi]

hi shantel ,
               thank you so much for the support , i been here for three days & everyone has been very friendly & supportive . now , i dont feel so worried about being who i am .
love yous all
xoxoxo
  lexis

[Claire (formerly Magdalena)]

Hi Lexi,

I'm 41 and for the first time ever giving some real serious thought to transitioning. I feel like I should have a million questions for you.    Yep. I probably should. (I don't. Yet.) I'm so happy for you that you no longer feel depressed or abnormal. I want that, too. 

I really just wanted to let you know that you're already being inspirational to someone. Thanks for being here. 

-m

[lexi]

hey hon thank you & welcome . just remember the only stupid questions are the ones that arent asked lol .
xoxoxo
  lexis

[bethany]

hi shantel ,
               thank you so much for the support , i been here for three days & everyone has been very friendly & supportive . now , i dont feel so worried about being who i am .
love yous all
xoxoxo
  lexis

There is no need to be worried over who you are.
Be proud of who you are!!

[lexi]

hi hon how are you today ? ever since i joined i couldnt be happier being anyone else .
love you all
lexis

[Jessica Merriman]

Welcome baby! You have not joined a web forum, but a family. Glad you found us and I am happy you are here. PM me anytime you need.