Hello Everyone,
My name is Sneha and I am from India. Sneha, in Hindi, literally means love. I chose this name for my femme self as it personifies how I want feel for the rest of my life - loved.
I am a closeted MTF transgendered person, who will be 30 in a few months. As I near 30, I am petrified with what it signifies. The number 30 signifies to me three decades of living a lie. Living as a person who I am not. Despite all my frustration, I am petrified to seek help from a therapist or doctor. Let alone, I do not even know if I can find a supporting doctor in my country of over two billion people.
I am sorry for my rant in my first ever post on the forum. But, from what I have read so far, I am sure that Susan's will serve as my beacon of hope, a lighthouse, to guide me safely to harbour.
Thanks for your time to read through my rant.
xoxo - sneha